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I have to say that I had some good times but for the most part 2016 wasn't the best year for me because I lost my e-mail I had for 10-years and everything connected to it and I had more bad days than I ever had in any other year and whatnot. I also have never had so much unwanted sexual attention in my life and it scares me but I stopped going for walks and ware headphones when I go out. I will say that I hope that 2017 is at the very least slightly better and I hope I won't screw up too bad. 
 I also want to be a little positive and say that I passed 5,000 pictures in my gallery, I have uploaded my first animation on YouTube, I saw my cousin who has cancer for the first time in 4 years, and I made a lot of great characters! I am so happy that I was also to have all my friends here on DA and I'd like to use this to help me out through out the year of 2017. I hope for the best but naturally I also expect the worst. It's just a part of my nature. I've had this account for 6 years now and I hope I can see a 7th with it.

  • Listening to: That's What Girls Do by No Secrets
  • Drinking: Diet Coke
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2. Write 13 things about yourself. 
3. Answer 13 questions made by the person who tagged you, and make your own 13 questions.
4. Tag 13 deviants.
5. Make sure they know that they are tagged.
6. Don't say ''You're tagged if you read this".
7. It is forbidden not to tag anyone.
8. Tag backs are allowed. 
9. If you don't make this tag in a week, you need to obey a wish of the person who tags you.

Facts About Me
1. I am studying animation.
2. My oldest friend is 73.
3. I own a stuffed animal from the 80's since I was 13.
4. I can speak 2 languages.
5. My favorite color is black.
6. I have 3 other siblings.
7. I do not like cat calls
8. Sometimes I like to dress in some of my Lolita Fashion cloths.
9. Some of my OC's were inspired by other characters or background characters.
10. Most of the music I listen to is pop music
11. I have OCD.
12. I once took a personality test to see which planet I was most like and I got Uranus. As a result I created Diamond-Uranus and her legion of cheerleaders who get their powers from Uranus, it's moons and rings. They are called the League of Uranus. 
13. I don't look forward to going to work anymore.

KristheTrashlord's Questions

1. What languages can you speak?
English and Spanish

2. What's your favorite type of ice cream?
Chocolate

3. Would you try marijuana if a friend offers you a joint?
No.

4. What are the top three destinations that you want to go to?
Dallas, Texas, El Paso, Texas, and the Ash Bog in Hancock County Maine

5. What is your 
least favorite color?
Shit Brown

6. What is the object to your left?
A keyboard

7. Would you look look in a crop top? Here what it looks like.
I might look nice in it.

8. What year are you in at school? (Ignore if you've graduated).
I graduated many years ago.

9. What is your opinion on English being the global language?
I think it's a good choice.

10. Pretend that you're someone's boyfriend. If this man comes up and slaps your girlfriend's ass, what would you do?
Take his picture and call the cops. I'm sure he won't be too hard to find.

11. Are you procrastinating right now?
Yes.

12. Do you like ripped jeans?
Depends were the tears are.

13. On a scale of 1 to 10, 1 being very shy and 10 being very outgoing, how do you rate yourself?
7.

My questions.

1. How old is your oldest stuffed animal?
2. What is your favorite animal?
3. Do you believe in ghosts?
4. How do you feel about Trump being president?
5. What planet are you most like?
6. Which of the seven deadly sins do you lean towards the most?
7. If you could go back in time for 1 day what time period would you go to?
8. Which element would you want as a super power? Winter, Death, Water, or Soap?
9. What is your favorite flower?
10. What letter grade do you get on average? 
11. What is your favorite childhood cartoon?
12. What is your favorite character from a Video Brinquedo movie or show?
13. Pick a metal on the periodic table.

Tagged.

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  • Listening to: Galaxies by Owl City
  • Drinking: Diet Coke
So I asked a professor of mine what it takes to get into the animation industry and I want to know what you think. I've had this in my notes for a long time and here is what they said  to me:

"This may differ from person to person but I think there are a few core things that you should be able to show in your portfolio.

1. A strong command of the human form. I am talking observed figure drawing kind of work. You should then be able to show how that works and is adapted in an animation environment

2. Environmental illustration. This is a thing all its own in animation and you can make a good living doing it. With that in mind illustrations of full environments in a variety of camera angles would be good. things from nature and man made structures and purely imagined locales

3. A strong demo real with a series of pencil tests that show that you know how to apply the principles of animation to your work. This can be pretty straight forward. Showing that you can make a character run, lift, jump, etc and it feels natural and tells a story via body language.

4. A strong sense of visual storytelling. Be able to tell a story in an animation without words. This requires a knowledge of not only the body but camera movement and angles to create a mood and a story. Very similar to silent film in a way.

Each one of these things that I have listed are important in a portfolio and they all have they own steps to be expanded on. Showing gestures drawings, concepts and fully rendered drawings and fully rendered characters in context to an environment or story would be good to have in a portfolio. This would show the company that you can think of an idea, expand on it and fully realize it.
Companies likes this a lot.

Many students tend to show incomplete works and should show an entire process from start to finish. It gives you a nice professional look and helps people understand what you can do."

Professor Joel Herrera, Drawing & Anatomy, from Art Institute of Pittsburgh Online


I would like someone to give me an example of something like this so that I can make it one day. I do my research from time to time and maybe I can even help my friend :iconworld-hero21: with this because she graduated and I think she deserves to live her dream when it comes to animation. Me and her have the same dream and I don't know about her but I look at the people who made it and try to learn from them and see what they did. My GPA is still 1.72 but my current grades are an A and a B and if I keep it up I think I can bring my GPA up. One program I am struggling with happens to be Adobe Premiere. I have never used a program like that before and need tutors to help me with it but aside from that so far I'm doing good. 
  • Listening to: Baila Esta Cumbia by Selena
  • Drinking: Diet Coke
Hello everyone I think you might really like this! It was copied from :icongay-z0mbie: 

RULES:
1. For the First 10 people who comment, I will feature one of their characters I like the most and comment my choice. (I will go to your gallery and pick one character and one picture I like, you don't need to tell me which one.)
2. If you comment, please do the same in your journal, and put me in the first free feature slot. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone! I feature you after you made the journal.

1. :icongay-z0mbie:

She is a very good artist and I think that I can learn a lot from her!

hb-blubell by gay-z0mbie
I really love this picture and the elegant vibe I get here. I really like this character and I hope she'll draw more of her. 
nature witch adopt by gay-z0mbie
How can you not love this nature witch? She seems so loving, wise, magical and protective of everything she ever loves and cares about don't you think?

2. :iconanxiousmofo89: 

This guy is super cool and I love him as a friend. He has been loyal to me for years! I'll show off his art here!

Jennibelle by AnxiousMoFo89
This is a little something he made for me in the past and I love it! 


I've wondered what Blossom might do if she grew up one day was to start a family of her own and this funny picture might give you an idea!

3. :iconariesyoungart: Their art is really cool and I thought I would add them too and make their day. 

paris france by AriesYoungArt
I like this little picture here because it shows 3 friends visiting Paris and Paris is such a nice place. I like the detail here and it kinda looks like art for an upcoming video game. Well to me anyway. 

origami paper stars by AriesYoungArt
I am in love with this one! Look at all those pretty neon colors and stuff. It looks so much fun! I just wanna touch them but I can't!

4. :iconbitterpumpkin: I made friends with them like 1 month ago and already I like them a lot. I found then when I was browsing the site one day. They are a great artist was a great attitude. 

Run, Holly by BitterPumpkin 
This picture is really cool to look at and I hope that Holly is successful in getting away from whatever she is getting away from.

Jack O'Lantern expression study by BitterPumpkin 
I really love this picture a lot because it shows on of my favorite cartoon characters/ villains. I like Jack O' Lantern with or without his head and you don't see a lot of pictures of him before he got his head cut off. What I love about Jack O' Lantern is that he seems like a free-spirit who lives life on the wild side and just doesn't care. 

5. :iconbluemousem: This is a dear friend of mine I have had since 2009, which was a year before I had my current account. He was there for me in one of my darkest times and I think he deserved to be featured in all this. He is one of my greatest friends!

Rhubella Rat by bluemousem
This is an excellent picture he made of Rhubella Rant on of my favorite characters Tiny Toons a great show I haven't seen since I have no idea. My memories of the show are a little fuzzy but I still love this cartoon character. Unlike Jack O' Lantern she didn't provide any inspiration from me to make a new character of my own. 

Matilda Ready For A Date by bluemousem
This is an OC of his called Matilda and I really like her. She is smart, funny, sexy, and fun. I don't know too much else about her but she is awesome!

6. :iconaquaseashells: Wanted to have a place in here so I let them. Here are 2 of their art works.
Clock rug stretch by AquaSeashells
I really love this picture of Jake the Dog as a clock and if it was real I can see this thing selling out. It looks that good!

Cheeseburger by AquaSeashells
I love this cute little hamburger and I just want to hug it! 

7. :icongraphricks: This is someone that I knew for years and he's a really cool guy. He's into my ghost pictures and likes the tricks I use them a lot. Here is some of his art.

Freak Room by GraphRicks 
I really do like this one. It's really cool yet spooky too.

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Here is another good one and I like the medieval feel to this one!

8. In the 8th place we have :iconhcshannon: 
Tommy Tool Wizard by HCShannon 
I really like this picture and the kid in the picture make me laugh because he looks really goofy and whatnot. 

Starfire and Silkie by HCShannon
When I saw this picture of Starfire I just had to put this in the picture! She is after all my favorite Teen Titan and I love her sister Blackfire equally. 

9. :iconstreled: This is a long time friend of mine and I think it's fitting to have her here on this list since that is what she wanted. 

Mature Content

Hot redheads on beach by Streled

I think this is really well drawn and I would say that this picture is rather sexy in it's own way. She makes a lot of pictures like this and even though their erotic their erotic in a nice clean way. Well clean to me at least.

Less than Zero, still warm... by Streled
This is her version of Samus which I think is less intense than the picture above and it's just as good and and she has a nice style to her art. Like I said she deserves a place on this list.

10. :iconstarpony22: He wanted a place on here so I let him have it. 

He cannot draw so he uses bases.
Star Bright my OC by StarPony22
This is his OC Star and whatnot. I think that the color scheme looks okay and suits the character well.

First time they meet! by StarPony22

Well I Think that this is very cute and I just want to pet them! 
  • Listening to: I Twerk She Twerk by 99 Percent
  • Drinking: Milk
I can't believe this bit I have been on DA for 5 years! 5 years! I hope to be on DA for another 5 years. Over the past 5 years I have made a lot of characters and pictures and sometimes bios and long bios that are like a novel for some of them. I have a lot of characters that I am proud of like Chase Strange, Heather Fiesta, Auburn Park, Checkered Lady, Diamond Uranus, Sumac De la Sol, Lady Mayhem, Jack Brown, Para-Norma and so many others. 

Over the years I have made some friends, lost some friends, made enemies, and whatnot. I have grown a lot in the past few years and said a lot of stupid stuff. I have no idea what the next 5 years hold but I hope it's something good. As of today I am taking online college and I am doing the best that I can and I have 4208 pictures in my gallery and I am so happy that I made it this far! Also I want to wish everyone a Happy New Year! I would also like to add that I have got a lot of inspiration from a lot of artists here on DA and if you look in some of my art you can the links in the discription and when I do I let the artist know with a link? Is doing that ok or is that bad? I hope you can let me know. 

I want to put this sweet song from the 80's in here because why not! 

  • Listening to: Everything Is Sexist by Chris Ray Gun
Hey everyone I have no idea if anyone is going to say a thing about this but I need to let something off of my chest. I seems that when ever I go out anymore I get someone either someone cat calling me or honking their horn at me. I don't mind a honk of the horn from someone that knows me personally but I do mind this from a stranger because I don't know if this person is doing this to be nice or because they think my body looks nice. For example there is a grey truck that is going around my neighborhood that I never noticed before until a couple nights ago until they honked at me when I wasn't in the way and yesterday when I was going to buy somethings at the store. I saw the earlier today but this time they didn't see me because I I wasn't out in the open and I can't help to think their driving around  to see me but I sure hope not.

I don't like people leering at me, saying "HEY!" at me, saying "hey baby", strangers telling me that they love me when they don't even know me and all that bullshit. I just don't feel safe anymore and I can't be myself when I go out anymore because I don't like being objectified or people just liking me for my body. Don't get me wrong I like being an attractive female but I don't like that the only attention I get when I get out are from thirsty men and a possible stalker. 

I also have a few scary stories to share. I remember one time I was waiting at the bus stop when a strange man whose breath smelt totally disgusting who sounded like someone kicked him in the nuts talked to me a little bit and I was kinda nice to him. However he got a little creepy when he decided to touch my legs say they were fat and then he kissed me without my permission and it really creeped me out. At the time I had no idea that I was sexually assulted. Because of this want to get some pepper spray or maybe some wasp spray.

Another time I was waiting at the bus stop there were a bunch of magnets on the floor and there was a man who I was nice to again because I am naturally a nice person. I gave him a basket ball and I kept a barn. We talked for a little bit and I thought that was it. I'd like to think he was high on something because after this he asked me if I liked sex and I went deaf in the ears and I was like "What?" I guess to him I was some kinda hooker. 

I could go on and on but those are just a few of the stories I wanna share with you. I don't know why I attract these pigs and before you ask me what I was wearing I had on t shirt, capries, and mary janes. I just want to be left alone and be treated like a normal person. Everytime this happens it ruins the rest of my day and leaves me in a bad mood. Do you guys have any idea how I can make the rest of the day good even after this crap happens to me? I don't want this getting the best of me anymore. 
  • Listening to: Bed Intruder
Hey guys as you may or may not know but I am looking forward to Halloween. I thought that since it's such a popular holiday I would be doing something special for you guys. As you can see from my faves I got a liking for the show Billy and Mandy and my favorite character from the series was Jack O' Lantern and I thought he was one of the best villains from the show as stuff. This Halloween special is also a something from my childhood and I hope that you enjoy:

So this is has come up on YouTube again and if you know anything about me I get inspiration from a lot of things. You see it in my art a lot and even in my art. I'll give you 8 of examples of my Oc's that were inspired by others:

1. Lady Mayhem was inspired by Lady Chaos from Silver Surfer Animated Series and Lady in Grey from Spy vs. Spy.
2. Vesna was inspired by Starfire from the Teen Titans.
3. Chase Strange was inspired by a man in a sailor suit in the Dexter's Lab episode GoldenDiskette who said: Don't be silly it's just a man's head on a robot's body."
4. Chase's counter part Jack Brown was inspired by Jack O' Lantern from The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy.
5. Para-Norma/ Norma Waffle was inspired by a childhood dream I had back when I was 6.
6. Robert Dare was inspired by a false memory of a Back to The Future Ride I had back in 2004. I made the character a year later in 2005.
7. Ooyu was inspired by Blackfire.
8. Lady Surprise was inspired by Lady August believe it or not so Lady Surprise is the counterpart. 

That being said I think that it's okay to be inspired. It's not everyday I see a character that's so good that they inspire me but when I do get inspired I race like a rocket and run with it. Aside from that there's getting inspired and then there is being a copy cat. I'll admit I've been guilty of this in the past and I am being careful not to do this in the future and I am going into animation. Well an example of being a copy cat is this video made my Mundane Matt on YouTube and I think he explains this better than me. Here it is: 

  • Listening to: LMNT Hey Juliet
There's something I want to tell you guys. When I was 10 there was a girl named Angela that I used to make fun of a lot because she smelt like pee and was fat. Needless to say I am sorry that I did that and when I look back at what I did I cringe. I hope that where ever Angela is she is happy and that maybe she even has a black cat. I say this because there was once a song called "My Black Cat Hates Halloween" and once she heard it she was head over heels. If she doesn't have a black cat maybe she can have another pet that is just as good.

Why do I mention this. Well there was a YouTuber called Nicole Arbour who reminds me of myself when I was 10 but the thing is she is 30. She recently made a pathetic video called "Dear Fat People" and I will tell you one of my most favorite things in the world is a grown woman being like that. She is only making things worse for fatties by shaming them. If you really cared about them and wanted them to lose weight you would be kind to them and make them feel like their not just fat people but people. Here's what I am talking about: 

Let's not forget she disabled the comments and like buttons and so on. I think it is so sad that someone who looks so beautiful can be so ugly. I mean wow. She lost a lot of friends and respect from a lot of people on YouTube for what she did. Another YouTuber called Boogie2944 was once a friend of hers until he saw the video. Here is what he said: 

I applaud Boogie on what he did and I think he handled it very well. I hope that Nicole becomes a better person and learns her lesson from this. I also thought that I would add this. It turns out that Nicole Arbour isn't just a immature woman who hates fat people she was also abused another YouTuber Matt Sontoro and she even said that she would commit suicide and everyone would know it was Matt's fault. I had no idea she was that bad. She's a control freak and you can see what I am talking about here: 
I just heard about this and I know what a trans person is and I do accept them for who they are but I don't agree with someone who is biologically male using the girls bathroom I cannot stop them from doing what they are doing. That being said I wanna know what you think. No I don't hate trans people they never hurt me but I also think that they should take into consideration the other people around them. Some people feel uncomfortable around someone who is a biological male or female around the bathroom. Why I don't know. I personally wouldn't be so scared since most of these people are just born in the wrong body not sexual predators. So what are your thoughts? I wanted to be as neutral as I can be. I also disagree with what he said what he said about all the people being bigots but like me he also has a right to his point of view. So what do you think? Please do not lash out at me. 

Hey guys so this is something that I have been thinking about a lot lately. Have you ever but your heart and soul into something like a work of art for an artist you admire only to have them ignore you and best and shun you at worst? I have and I can tell you it isn't pretty. As you may or may not know from a previous journal I have gone through this before. Someone made a a little video on here and I can relate to it. Can any of you? 

  • Reading: Make Your Own Breakfast & Lunch
Happy Fathers Day and First Day of Summer everyone! I have a little present for all of you! 

  • Listening to: Summer Is the Season
  • Reading: Be Good While Your There!
  • Watching: Lazy Town
Guys I want to talk to you guys about something that's been on my mind for a while. Today's subject is pre-blocking. If you have been on DA long enough then you might have seen someone who was block happy and would block you at the smallest and strangest things. I remember when I used to have a friend who I'll call W.R. This person and I used to be friends and we were for 2 years until one day I saw a friend of mine who I will call Sa posted a screenshot about someone who was being really stupid and they thought that animal testing was evil and their argument was lulzy. You had to be there to see it. Well little did I know that person in the screenshot was W.R. and I had no idea it was her in it. Next thing I knew I was blocked and they thought I knew who they were but I didn't because in the screenshot their name and icon were scribbled out. That all happened back in 2012 and they made a new account but I am still blocked on their profile.

That is an example of being both being blocked over a misunderstanding and a pre-block on a new profile they made. The next story is about a stranger and someone I didn't even talk too. There's a group here on DA that I like that called people out on their bullshit, butthurt, and so on. Well one of the people who graced the group was someone I will refer to as V.K. They mad a good point and I wanted to reply to them but lo and be hold I was pre-blocked by someone I NEVER talk to EVER. I asked my friends why the blocked me even thought I never talked to them and they said that blocked me because I was friends with them. As it turns out V.K. was making excuses for rape and my friend called them out on it and because I was friends with someone who called them out I was blocked too. 

Now I don't know about you but I think that blocking people ending a friendship over a misunderstanding is pathetic. What kinda friend won't let someone have a chance over something like that. Guys if there is something I do that you don't like don't block me and end a friendship with me over something like that just talk to me about it and talk to me about it. And please don't pre-block people who never talked to you. They might turn out to be a great friend. Just give people a chance.

I understand blocking someone when they are trolls, stalkers or an abusive user like PsyGuy for example. Those people I think it's okay to block and pre-block because there's a good reason for it. Aside from all that, that's all I have to say about this. Tell me what your thoughts are about this. 
  • Listening to: White noise
  • Reading: Be Good While Your There!
  • Drinking: Coke
To me at least. Now I know that a lo of people around on DA hate Fox News and act like it's an abomination in the media but I am here to say that to me it is just another news station and it's not that racist, sexist, homophobic or anything that I have head a lot of people say. Some people might find it "derogotary" think that which it's not. The person who called it that was probably a fail troll and I hope they weren't for real because if they were they might need to go out some more. In short I think it's okay and I hope you can respect my point of view. Please don't troll me for it.

Any who that isn't the point. No my point is that there is someone who is bad on Fox News and his name is Bill O' Reilly. The shocking news is that it turns out he was a thug who beat his wife, wasn't there for his children and all the while he was pushing family values. I don't know about you but I think Fox News needs to fire him and make him leave. I don't not support a man who beats women and is a dead beat dad. If you don't believe me just take a look here. If you want too call Fox News and tell them to how you feel abuot Bill O'Reilly being a woman beater. I don't want someone like this speaking for me or anyone else who happens to be a conservative and he needs to be in jail for what he did if you ask me: 

Assuming this is all true of course which it looks like it might or might not be. I don't know I feel kinda bad about rushing to judgement. What do you think about what Bill O'Reilly and what he did?
  • Listening to: White noise
  • Drinking: Coke
Without being homophobic? I personally think that you can. I think that a phobia and disagreement are different from each other and so on. I say this because I have a few friend who disagrees with gay  marriage and she isn't homophobic. If you disagree with gay marriage then that is okay I will respect your point of view and if you agree with gay marriage that is okay too. 
 I also don't think that just because you disagree with gay marriage that you are a bigot. You can disagree with a lot of things without being a bigot. As for me. I support human rights for everyone not just gays. Even if being gay is a sin just because you are gay doesn't mean that you are a bad person. As long as you don't hurt anyone you are okay in my book. Gay people aren't that scary to me but if you do have a phobia of them don't worry I am sure you can find someone to help you out with that. I will respect differing points of view as long as their not based on stereotypes and bigotry. 
 What do you think? The only reason I bring this up is because someone I saw on YouTube either thought that disagreements and phobias were the same thing or they were just a troll. I'd like to think they were just a troll but I have a feeling they were serious. 
  • Listening to: White noise
  • Drinking: Coke

Well I have a lot to say

Sat Mar 21, 2015, 6:37 PM


First off I just want to say that  will be missing my PM. It was great while it lasted and who knows when I'll get another one. Secondly I wanted to tell you that my 25th birthday will be tomorrow. I am hoping that my dad will take me to The Holy City which is in the Wichita Mountains. I heard it was built back in the Great Depression and if we are really going there then I can't wait and I will take a lot of pictures of it. That is if we can go.

Can any of tell e what to expect from The Holy City? It is in Oklahoma by the way and is a number of miles away from where I live. Speaking of holy I wanted to leave this song for anyone to enjoy it.



  • Listening to: Holy Water by Bad Company

Jesus, Living Waters, and My Salvation

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 28, 2015, 10:54 PM
As you may or may not know I am big into Jesus and I pray to him or God each day and I want to remain close to them. The other night I had a dream about Jesus on across. He was in silhouette on the cross and the sky was orange and there was 5 or 6 walls of orange fire between me and Jesus but he was on some land on cross that wasn't burning. I was there among the fire but I was safe because I wasn't on fire. 
 I had a feeling that I wanted to be right there with Jesus but I felt like there was nothing I can do. I have a relationship to Jesus and God and yes something is between us. Some people say that seeing Jesus in a dream is a call to salvation but I am already saved and from time to time I ask other people if they want to be saved too. I have no idea what this might mean since I am indeed saved. Or at least I believe that I am. 
 It is hard living my life for Jesus as a lot of times I find myself being selfish, inpatient, greedy, having thoughts of me doing bad things or even taking pleasure in these thoughts and I wonder if my life is pleasing to them. I got saved because I was worried about my spiritual eternity and with the help of a dear friend of mine Mary Kephart I accepted Jesus as my lord and savior. I chose water for this journal because Jesus said he would give you living waters and that those who got it would never be thirsty again. I was saved on October 28, 2013.
 Sometimes I wonder if I really am a godly woman because although I want my life to be pleasing to God a lot of times I still lie, I do things I shouldn't do, watch, read, and say things I shouldn't and a lot of times I am disobey God and later on I ask for forgivness. I had no idea being a godly person was so hard when I first got saved but I am happy that I am saved none the less. 
 Jesus died on the cross for my sins and mine and I am so glad He did because if he didn't I would be doomed to parish for all eternity. God loved the world so much that he gave hos only son for us. I want my faith in him to grow stronger, I want to endure with him to the end and be saved. My want to keep my salvation forever and if anyone would like to accept Jesus as your lord and savior you can let me know. If not I can understand. 

  • Listening to: The Fuel Project

Well I am A Little Heart Broken

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 25, 2015, 12:45 PM
Yes I am really sad. I love macro photography art and when I am inspired by it I have a link in the picture and I let the artist know what I did and how their art had an impact on me. Well today one of the macro artist that I watched blocked me and I think it is because they thought I was advertising but that wasn't my aim I was just letting them know what I did. 
 I hurts me heart because I feel like they don't appreciate the art I did and I am sorry that happened. Their art was so beautiful but the fact they blocked me without warning isn't. Guys if there is ANYTHING that I am doing that is bothering you don't blocked me without warning just let me know and why. I would rather you let me know what it is that I am doing that bothers you please let me know don't block me without warning. Blocking people like that is just... I am just in a lot of pain right now. 

  • Listening to: Urban Legends: Char Man Bridge
  • Eating: Pretzels
  • Drinking: Diet Coke

Can't Wait for Valentine's Day!

Journal Entry: Sun Feb 8, 2015, 1:07 PM
As the title says I can't wait for Valentine's Day because I bought my family and friends some gifts! I got my little brother some Stallion shower Gel and cologne. I also got my father some shower gel and cologne only his is New York Nite. I got my little sister some Tabu perfume and my mother Betty some body lotion, shower gel and perfume in a pink box called Remembrance Love Season. For my babby sister I got her a dancing heart flower that dances in the sunlight. I got the baby some chew toys for her to chew and to clean her teeth because their dental sticks.
 For my friends I got them cups with hearts on them, and 2 of my friends who are sisters a pink rose pin and a red rose pin. I hope they they all like their Valentine's gifts from me and I hope they got something for me too. Valentine's Day is 6 days away! 

  • Drinking: Diet Coke Caffine Free
Hey guys so here is the deal. Just comment here and I will add you in a slot.

Rules

1.Comment on this journal and I will say things about your personality(assuming we talked enough for me to sorta know-ish you) and your art

2.In return you must do this too, putting me in the first slot. 


3.Try to be a butt and please be nice about it. 

1. :icondem0nicvibes: I don't know much about you but you seem really nice too and you are good at digital art. I think you are a lot of fun.
2. :iconcapebretonpollution: You are an interesting person who loves pollution. A lot of people call you a captain planet villain but I don't see you as one. You are fun, social, and are not afraid to speak your mind. You do not care what people think about the things you do and I wish that I could do that too. You art is pleasing to the eye and I learn a lot from your you art from time to time about things that I had no idea even existed.
3. :iconarachnid95: He is a great guy! I have been friends with him for a while now and I can post random things with him and we won't get mad, block me or end my friendship with me over it unlike someone I used to know. He is a lot of fun, kind, interesting and smart. We became friends when he made a picture of a super villain called Lady Mayhem. I also have an OC called Lady Mayhem.
4. :iconredranger-saint: I don't know him and we just met but from what I can tell he is a good cosplayer and that too is a work of art. I first met him when someone was getting bullied for being fat and he stood up for them. I am happy he stood up for them. He seems like he'll be a good friend.  
5. :iconrelhom: He is an old friend of mine. He is sweet, kind, generous and quirky. He likes my art and I like his art too. He makes a lot of macro and water art and I love that a lot which is how I found him. 
6. :iconanxiousmofo89: He is awesome! He will not take crap from trolls. I like him because he is hip, calm, cool and I think his art is okay. I like that he makes his art and expresses how he feels with it. He is honest, caring, and I learn new things from him. 
7. :iconkitsumekat: I first met Kat back in 2010. She is nice, helpful but blunt and gets to the point. She mostly dose digital art. She is a lot of fun. I first met her when I was going through an super stressful time and I had no idea that she would be my friend. I am happy I have her as my friend. 
8. :iconme2smart4u: She is so sweet and fun to talk too. Her art is pretty nice and sometimes I get a laugh from it. She uses digital art and whatnot. I don't remember how I met her but I am happy that I did. She's worth it.
9. :iconspiritowl: This is SpiritOwl and she is really sweet. She's got a little owl on her icon and somewhere in the Bible I read that you are not to eat the little owl which I think she'll love. She said that she would cry if they became endangered. She is kind, sweet, loving and she is a good artist. Her art is amazing and she has mad coloring skills when it comes to colored pencils. 
10. :iconthe-17th-man: This man is really cool and I love talking tom him. I first saw him when I was on another friends profile. I was curious about who they were and we became friends ever since. We don't have much in common but he we stayed friends regardless. 
  • Reading: Don't Slurp Your Soup
  • Watching: Billy Graham
  • Eating: Octopus Candy
  • Drinking: Water